Please, do not leave us. I am going through the exact same thing at the moment but please! I want this place to stay as a community. Think about the people who know you, what would happen to them if they got to know you finished yourself? They would think about what they could have done to save you. Eventually they maybe would go the same route. This is basicly the only thought that is making me keep on going. I hope it will have the same effect. Just remember, No matter how harsh we can be to eachother, This community cares about every single person.