Unfortunately this is one of those games with a really steep learning curve. Don't forget that a lot of us have been playing this game for a very long time now (atleast 3 people here have 10+ years experience). It takes a lot of learning and experimentation to be able to get more fluid with your moves. I can guarantee, you can't get good in just a year or two.

Videos are really good as a basis just make sure to you can get down the framework of the move. Afterwards you just need to add your own little bit of spice to make it nice. Additionally you just get muscle memory of what move is good for what situation. For example with running, if I start leaning to one side by accident, I like to bend my lumbar the other way to maintain my centre of gravity in-between my hips to regain balance.


At the end of the day, just have fun. That's what games are about