well maybe you have to take baby steps first before you can start running. try drawing free hand on paper or if you think you could use an art program. I reccomend paint tool SAI since it has pressure on the stylus making the lines more smooth rather than the rough dull lines gimp and photoshop give. BUT whatever floats your boat if you don't want to do art it's fine no one's forcing you, but it's the best way to make TC on here. If you ever need help I can do a one on one tutorial with you via livestream.