Grinding a game just to reach a number go up is pointless, unless the discipline you have and goals you reach are enough enjoyment in itself.

Then again why invest your time, energy and discipline in Toribash, a dead game from 2006 with no prize money, a game you don't seem to find enjoyable instead of investing your time in another game, activity or hobby with a flourishing scene where talent, grind, and discipline can lead to money, recognition and fulfillment